It's a Girl!!

I did have my big ultrasound, but I couldn't post until I told my family. I surprised them on Christmas. It is a girl, and I definitely have mix feelings about this. It is good because people cannot replace Gavin and Parker. They are 'the boys', and this is a girl. On the other hand, I was prepared for a boy. That is what my heart was set on. Either way, I just need to be grateful and pray this little girl makes it here safely.

This Pregnancy

I don't know about this pregnancy. I am not gaining any weight. I am 16 weeks and you can't tell at all. It is so different than the pregnancy with the boys. I want it to be the same. I realize that I will always compare this baby to the twins, and it is not fair. I am also not as excited as I should be.

2nd Ultrasound

We had our 2nd ultrasound on November 16, 2009. We left for our trip the next day, so I am just now getting around to posting. The baby is perfect. The heart beat was strong and the baby was a little ahead of schedule. So far the cervix looks good. Our next ultrasound is December 14 and we will be finding out the sex of the baby. Please still keep us in your prayers.

Rainbow Baby

I created this blog for the new baby. I am excited, but scared. I am only 6 weeks so it is really early still. I am just scared of having a miscarriage. I also don't feel pregnant or look it, so sometimes I think is this even real. I also don't want people to think that just because I am having another baby that I am over losing the boys. I still cry for them a lot, and I think I will hurt for them for the rest of my life.

Anyway we did have our first ultrasound, and here are the pictures.